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getting glammed up and sitting on the fence

A Conclusion is Simply The Place Where Someone Got Tired of Thinking


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nemo
eckeltricity
Oh my god this thing still exists.

Basically me being here is a mark of my return to fan fiction reading. STOP JUDGING ME.

Friends Only
Pieee
eckeltricity


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I'm making my journal Friends Only because I have gotten weird people talking to me, reading my thoughts, and all that. It's the kind of stuff that I don't mind sharing with friends, but when it comes down to it, I don't want random people knowing what I think about everything. Some things that I say are pretty private, I just don't want the whole world to know what's going on. Fair enough, right?

But! If you comment on this page, I will probably add you. Especially if I know you in Real Life. It helps if you tell me your name, though, if I know you. I probably won't get who it is based on a the name of your journal.

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Pieee
eckeltricity
"You can't stop the beat."

So, recently, people that I don't like have been gaining entry to my journal. So I'm making it Friends Only. That way, random people aren't gonna be like "oh, I know her, we're like, best friends." When we aren't, and I actually can't stand the sight of you. So, buh bye. You can read my past entries, but not my future ones. This won't affect most of you that read this, but there are just some people that I don't want reading my journal.

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Pieee
eckeltricity
"The world has gone mad today, and good's bad today, and black's white today, and day's night today, when most guys today, that women prize today are just silly gigolo's."

SO I worked on this journal thing. I like it. EXCEPT FOR ONE OF MY OVERRIDES DOESN'T WORK! So I have to figure it out, and I wish someone who knew what they were doing would come online so that I could show them what my overrides are and they can tell me why I can't re-align my entries so that they show up on the right side of the page.

But other than that I am quite happy. My background works (for me at least, I hope that it's visible to everyone else), I found a thing to make a cool scroll bar, and I have blurryness when I put my cursor over links... I tried to decrease the spacing in between the lines with a CSS code, but I couldn't get it to work, and it wasn't that important, so I trashed hat idea. But speaing of font and such (not that we were...), does anyone know if I can put a font on here that say, I have it on my computer, but so and so looking at my LJ doesn't have the font. Can they still see the font on my journal? I wonder if that even makes any sense to anyone? Enh? Answer me, dammit! Can some one please answer since I'm asking so politely? *bats eyelashes innocently*

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Pieee
eckeltricity
"Let's go bother Snape."

I haven't updated in forever. But you know. I am working on making my journal a bit more stylish than this boringness. I installed Paint Shop Photo Album onto my computer, so I can make myself a background image to put on here. The thing is, I really don't understand how to merge my overrides. SO I have to have Kim or Kat help me. Or someone else who does. But all that needs to be done to them is merging them, I think. I have all of it set up, and to go with my new picture that I think I'm going to use, I have to change my color scheme. I have a black and white picture. Actually, maybe someone can help me pick which picture to use. la la la... let me see...


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I like them both, and I can't decide. I'm not sure if I would even have to change my color scheme with the second one. But I want some effects added to them that I don't have the power to do. like, transparency, and stuff. Like, my rose icon, I think. I dunno. I like the whole kind of dotted look, but for those of you who have psp, is that too hard to do? I mean, I'm trying to blend it into the background, and I can't decide if I want to write anything on it. I need someone with creative genius to help me with my journal or something.

And I'm going to re-align the entries, so that they are thinner, and they are on the right side, so, the picture would be on the left. It's all very exciting. And I want to change a lot. So beware, there should be some big changes headed your way! *is excited, waits for Kim or Kat to come online*

Actually, I was thinking of changing the parts that are tan right now so that they were like a pretty purple color, like amethyst, or something dark purple-y.

TOMORROW IS TAYLOR HANSON'S BIRTHDAY!

The Dance
Pieee
eckeltricity
"And we're gonna part like it's 1999."

The dance was actually a lot more fun than I had expected it would be. Also, I come to the realisation that Steve should've gone, and it was only my indescision that kept him away. I didn't realise there would be other guys there, or else I would've been like "hey, come anyway, It'll be fun." And I still feel bad about pretty much ditching him.

But Yeah, the dace was good. WE just sat there, and chatted, and laughed at Laura's paper airplanes (which was so cute, because she kept running after them) made out of napkins... ahh... such good times. I don't think I've had this much fun at a dance in awhile. But of course, I have to do the obligitory dancing at Prom. We didn't dance at all last night, which was fine with me. But now, alas, I have to do homework. *sigh* But I'm in a good modd, so that's oaky.

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Pieee
eckeltricity
"Mimes. *shudder*."

I'm starting to not care what I write in this. If I write about my friends, shouldn't that be the way it is? I can write about whatever the hell I want, and nor be araid of being judged about it?

So tonight I went to Second Suburb, which was really bad, a bit of a let down. I also got to sit directly in front of the drunk kids, which was immense fun. (note the sarcasm). But you know what kind of makes me feel quite left out? I was walking to Caitlins, who I went with, and I saw the unmistakable red BMW of Caroline's go and pick up Kat. which didn't bother me. I mean, who cares if Kat got a ride with Caroline? But then I got there, and about 3 rows in front of me, sat about all of my friends in our group. Without me. None of them even mentioned "Hey want to come to Second Suburb with us?" I mean, it's not like I would've gone with them, I had already made plans to go with Caitlin, but it makes me feel left out. It's the thought that counts, you know? I like to be included. I feel like I missing out on all the normal teenage stuff: hanging out with my friends, going places together, that sort of thing. We never do anything together. Well maybe some of them do, but they don't invite me.

I'm not going to make a big deal out of this. I don't want another replay of Freshmen year homecoming.

But now with Sadies tomorrow, I bought something to wear and everything, and I found out that most of them aren't even going to go. And since I don't share a lunch with them, I feel like I'm drifting away from them, and realising that I never fit in with them in the first place. When have I ever connected with any of them? Carlin, I used to talk to online all the time, and our conversations were fun to have, but now, it's just awkward. I'm feeling like they are all moving ahead in life, and I'm still just the poor little girl who only wants to make friends. I just want to fit in and I dunno, maybe I'm just not meant to fit in like that.

But sometimes I feel really left out. Like they all go and party behind my back. Which is absurd. But still, it's that sort of feeling. I found out things about some people that I never knew, and I had been friends with them since 4th grade. It's just making me realise things. I think I'm just going to sit at the table siwth Caitlin and Laura and them for Sadies. But I don't even feel like going anymore.

*sigh*
Pieee
eckeltricity
"Dreaming of Zion awake, sleeping awake."

Glucose
You are glucose. People feed off of you. You are
sweet, caring, and a source of energy for
everyone around you. You can inspire others
with your creativity and depth, and you can
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People love you...or at least the way you
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*sigh* So very bored. And depressed. for no reason whatsoever.

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Pieee
eckeltricity
"Carlin the red nosed reindeer had a very shiny nose."

Am I being too spoiled? Let me explain the situation.

I have nothing to wear to the Sadie Hawkins dance, okay? So I want to get this new dress. It's $110. Whioch is a reasonable price for a dress, I think. But anyway, that's beside the point. Well maybe it's not. Anyway. My mom just spent $170 on a Prom dress (which is absolutley beautiful), and we just spent $2500 on a trip to Italy (which I enjoyed muchly so.). Now, My mother informed me that I spent $500 in Italy. which I think is a slight exaggeration, though now that I think about it, I don't know. So that's about $3170 spent on me in the past year. Am I being too demanding to now want a $110 dress to wear to sadies? I'm at least going to ask my dad now that I've asked my mom and we had a large fight over the money, and she said "ask your dad". So is it too much to take some money out of my bank account? I have to have permission to do that still, and my dad has to be there for me to get to my bank account... but I need help.

If I'm not being too demanding, can someone help me with the whole convincing thing? I need it wuick, too. Sadies is this saturday!

But when I say I have nothing to wear, I'm not joking. I have 1 pair of black pants, and they don't even look that good on me. They are too short, and they are not really in style at all. I mean, they're tapered. (I know you're thining I'm a spoiled girl, but hang on a minute). I also do own a black skirt. But personally, I think it's too short. It's really nice, and I like the style and everything, but it ahve to be about 5 inches longer for it to lay like it's supposed to for that style skirt. And I have no shirts, except for a white one that I suppose I could wear. And shoes are an issue at this point too, but I found a pair that I liek that I could wear, and I need to get some for prom anyway. *is frustrated*

icons
Pieee
eckeltricity
"And it all amounts to nothing in the end."

Just updating to credit my current 3 icons. All three were done by quacks_icons. So, that would be three of them. Let's see. "Ignorance", "I lost my heart", and the one I have up there right now. good enough crediting? I should think so.

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